Why Write?

Im trying to find ways to 'deposer'. I want to get into writing again like I used to before I lost my passion for everything . I want ot regain my love for fashion and beauty and positivity and happiness. I need to bin all these negative emotions that are pulling me back into the pit of depression.. but of course nothing is as easy as it seems.  Although if I start with an intention then that is the first step to improvement to a brighter future. I've been searching for fashion blogs or just opinion blogs in general but sadly I haven't found anything that I like, anything with flare. Anything with that pazaaz I crave, with the personality that wills you to read forward. I don't want a factual review of clothes or their day. I want to be able to get into the mind's of the writers through their work. Malheureusement that is nowhere to be found and I have come to the conclusion that instead of searching for it I am going to BECOME it. I will reveal my inner most being through writing but as I have found with my busy, stressful life it is far from easy to find the time to write or even be in the frame of mind of writing but as I said before intentions are the stepping stones and a sprinkle of self-motivation shall spring me away into writing.

Goodbye x